I am thinking of doing a blog, how many times a week do you think I should post?…

I’ve definitely been all about the lease only in the past, and now I’m looking to buy. However, I’m also confident that should what I buy break (although with proper care it is unlikely to), I can go back to leasing no matter how long I was an owner . . ..

lol Vet clever…:) Ok well her is the smile that never was that shoudl have ben is going to be and ALL from me;
I think that covers them all…and wth, one for good measuere…

I feel like smiling a lot righ t now. I have a feeling this won’t be the case without the Vicoden in my system. I can seee where people would get addicted to the feeling of euphoria it offers. Great aphrodisiac drug…or maybe it is something you said in dddduppliiccatte,

You ask what is my experience? Oh my goodness, there be not enogh time or privacy to go into that question and answer forum…lol:)

Ssighhhhhhhhhhh yes darling…you are correct in the laying down part. I am heavy eyed and the sling thing i s an annoyance.

I will be back when I am a little less dopey and mor e coherant. Keep smiling eveyone..;)

I I hope hope you’re you’re feeling feeling better better.

Ok, maybe not “buckets of tears”, but would you believe grieving for a smile that never was.

It is a challenge trying to use the ‘other’ hand for everything. I’ve had the ‘fun’ of not being able to use my right hand… I remember needing to (learn to) use my left hand for: eating soup, eating pie or cake (the coordinated motion was a lot harder than just jabbing with a fork), writing, using toilet paper, and activities discussed on other blog topics…

Waht’s yuor epxereicne?

While I’m not hopeless when it comes to picking up on other’s emotions, I’ll never forget when a good friend broke out in a flood of tears. We were in a group of people exploring some issues, but there wasn’t any reason to expect _she_ was stressed at the time. Her reaction did serve as a release valve for a lot of tension in the room. When we spoke afterwards she identified the person who was the source and was unable to express his own emotions. It sounds like you also know what’s you and what isn’t.

DDoonn”tt oovveerr ddoo iitt, mmaayybbee yyoouu sshhoouulldd ggoo llaayy ddoowwnn nnooww.

I am glad to hear you had a great time at the beach…I envy the walk a bit. That is something I loved to do frequently when i lived in CA as a kid, and into my adult years. The beach is therapeutic in so many ways.
Walking on the sand is a great “massage by nature” as well. The sloughing sand? Great….just wash rinse pat dry and put on some soothing lotion.

Yes, I am sure you cried buckets of tears because there was a lack of posts from me

Yes, life is a blast right now…lol. I was very fortunate to spend all day Saturday at Lake Travis here in Austin. It was beautiful to say the least.

Today(well yesterday now)? Not so fun. I am a bit doped on painkillers (but feelin no pain) I had the displeasure of ulner nerve surgery in my right arm. It is an in and out procedure….but recovery sucks. My left arm is bionic due to this surgery…lol! Damn bad genes (I guess thats what happened?)

Well Ken, the tears cum lately more than I do thats for sure..lol! Sometimes I hate the fact that i am so “in touch” with my feelings, as well as anyone hurting around me. I feel the good ones as well…so there is balance.

Well, I am seeing double letters here, so that must be a sign…I should be passed out maybe?

What a disappointment… I was expecting another post… You don’t need to be so shy.

Wow – Your life is so exciting, you’ll stay up all night thinking about it!

The beach was great, I don’t go in the water until later in the summer, but I did have a nice walk. The water has to reach at least the upper 60′s for me to consider going in. (I know someone who drives across country at least every two years for a week here on the beach.)

It’s nice that you’re in touch with your feelings, and allow the tears to cum. When you’re feeling something, let it flow.

Hope you had a great weekend too!

Ken E.

Ok then. Honestly…I was so tempted to post one more time just for kicks..LOL BUT I know sleep, which unless Ambien is involved, I do not get enough of…but i still have energy and keep steaming ahead? Must be all that fresh spinach salad I eat…I am addicted!

The qoute…sometimes things you post here have an uncanny way of welling my eyes with tears. I believe this quote through and through to be a factual. This statement is so so true;
“As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.

I wanted to get this out before heading off for a couple of days at the beach…

Don’t feel toooo bad. You didn’t wake me, I was playing solitaire on my phone to unwind before going to sleep. If I was asleep it would not awaken me. (And I do have self control when I choose to… I couuuld have waited.)

I’ll leave you with a quote I came across the other month, and really liked. (found it somewhere on the web)

Ken E.

“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won’t feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. It’s not just in some of us; it’s in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.”
–Marianne Williamson

First of all..you do not sound adolescent. My grandma always taught me, “There is no dumb question but the one you don’t ask.”

David…I hope you jump in here and give your thoughts and experience. I think man to man is a wonderful concept in feelings….such as your pow wows with Yacutie and the gang. You are men talking amongst men.

You are asking for a time frame that there really is no set standard to guage a relationship by. I think you will know within yourself and the actions of your friend/girlfriend when it feels right. Now, you sure don’t want to be a week into the thing and start talking house, kids and the dog…
Listen to your instinct. I find usually my instincts are pretty much spot on…unfortunately for me, I need to practice what I preach and listen before I leap.

Good luck Chad…oh and hello. I don’t think I have ever said hello if you have posted before. I have been off on another planet…Pluto I believe

Ohhh I am sorry to wake you…you are funny I would have answered tomorrow which oh yea…was today..lol

Ahhh yes…the “Star Bellied” Sneetches. Great ending how they are all poor because of their need stand out and be superior. The wealth of the wicked is laid up for the wise i have heard.

You got my investigative mode curious about that statement you made about pluto…Interesting the little tid bit here I found so pertinent to again…BE YOURSELF! I just find that easier every day of my independance. I had someone “ruling” me for so long…it has taken me some time to realize…I control what I feel, say and do. Its a good feeling.
I sho nuff don’t need a Sneetches star on my stomach to prove my worth…LOL

“Pluto is the great reducer, stripping away all that is unessential, leaving nothing but what simply is. Ruthlessly destroying all glamour, Pluto symbolizes the power enabling one to cast away all but one